Last year I decided, after being away from home for 14 years, it was time to move home. I moved away because I had so many issues with family that I couldn't deal with them and heal at the same time. I needed space. I need time away to think. I need room to breathe.
Now, after years of trying to heal and start over I have found myself divorced, friendless and alone in a town I have no ties to. There is absolutely no reason for me to stay here any longer.
I am excited about the next chapter in my life. I will be doing Spring cleaning both externally and internally! Not only will I shed old belongings and furniture when I move home, but I also feel like I am shedding all the issues I have had and returning to a place that I once believed to be the dark, bottomless, pit of hell and now realize it was never the town, it was a select few people that I now do not have to allow to have any control over me and I can freely move about without concern towards them and the lies they made up about me or the many ways in which they judge me! I believe that God has judged them far more than I could ever have done!
My next chapter will be brighter, more free, less stressful and full of wonderful friends who have become my family though out my life time!
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