Well, today is Karen's consultation appointment to decide what form of treatment the doctor's think will be best to attach and destroy the remaining abnormal cancer cells in her body.
I have to admit that this has me flashing back to the chemotherapy that my mother engaged in prior to her death. I fear that I am going to lose another mother figure and there's nothing I can do to change or prevent this or make things better. I am helpless and it's all out of my hands.
I try to keep positive thoughts and I tease Karen that if she loses her hair we will buy her crazy wigs and we both laugh but the reality is that it's out of my control and I have no one I can just break down and pour all my fears out to because she is the person I would normally do that with.
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